You!

Yes, I’m calling you! The first capricorn that I ever had in my life.

Hey you, the first capricorn, when did the things between us become so hard and intense? You were nice before (even though you like to act a little toomuch).

Hey you, the first capricorn, where all the cares that you’ve been gave it to me? How come everytime we start talk again, we always end-up mad to each other!

What’s left between us that made us trapped in this situation over and over again?

From the bottom of my heart, I’m sorry!

Maybe I should leave…

Don’t tell me that I’m not try, I was and I’m done with it.

Everything is different, you can say I’m not patient. YES I am, I’m not that girl, I’m not that girl who push you away like before, I try and try to make you understand that now I’m the girl who want you, care and pay respect for you.

Since when we become like this?

Can’t you just tell me the truth? did you still the boy who care for me or did you just a boy who being polite to me?

“I simply fall in love with you and then forget you” — The Truth

At the time when you passed me by, I felt nothing. Not feel happy, not sad, it’s just i felt NOTHING.

And then here, when you’re not around me, I keep thinking about you.

Sometime, when someone who was closed to me have a problem and she no longer want to share it with me, it feels like I’m nothing for her anymore.

I’ve to learn that, and not to do that with the other.

I’m so sorry for what I’ve said. That’s not what i mean. I just want you to say something about this relationship.

This whole thing just makes me boring.

Everytime I want you it turns out wrong,because the fact we do all the boring thing that we do. Is that because I’m weird or because we’re just the same people, the people that can’t talkative. 

I don’t wanna be the girl who isn’t single because I don’t wanna be alone.

I don’t wanna be the girl who isn’t single because people keep asks me “where’s your boyfriend?”. 

I don’t wanna be the girl who isn’t single because there’s no one keepme company  when I felt so bored.

I wanna be the girl who isn’t single because I love him, because I care about him and the life around him, because he’s the one that I’ll always looking for when I feel happy, down, and also because he’s anything for me.

Even I’m not really know all the thing you’ve said when we together, I still wanna know about you, I still want you here by my side. What does it really mean?